Friday, September 01, 2006
By Kyla Minor
It comes at night when no one is watching.
It comes so soft, that it barely has a feeling.
When it comes, your heart is at ease.
And the only thing that is on your mind, is
Now the agony can finally.
Leave
As you gaze into the emptiness that fills the air.
A Droplet tends to fall.
While your memory races back to the time
When you thought you had it all.
You try to hold in what is deeply within your soul.
But the burning is so intense; that you just
Can't help but to let it go.
During the night a stain is made.
And at the same time all your pain is able to fade.
The only true feeling that you feel, is the wetness of
A drop that is left by a single tear.
Posted at 10:59 am by HeavensWrath
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By Mariana Macias
Although her beauty is in his grasp,
He feigns for it no longer.
Her face no longer provokes her heart,
Her touch no longer fits his pleasure.
His love for her slowly disintegrates…
Slowly leaving in a silent death.
To her he must always be courteous,
But who will be courteous to his heart?
Who will ease the hardest of the days?
Who will give life to his soul once more?
She once was the stars which lit the dark sky....
But now, he is left in the dark,
Searching for that luminous hope.
Posted at 10:54 am by HeavensWrath
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Why am I being taken for granted? Am I not worth keeping? Am I not worth cared? Maybe I can't really satisfy anyone... Maybe I'm meant to be hurt... Is really loving someone that deep wrong? I just want to be loved just like anyone who wants to be loved and treated that way... It hurt so much to feel you're being taken for granted... To be seen only when you're needed... Outside as if I feel nothing and everything's fine... Inside my heart is tormented just begging for something... Why is something so simple hard to give? A little love and attention from someone you love is not that herd right? because in the first place you're willing to give that because you "LOVE" that person... Can I really beleive you love me but you tend not give that simple thing? I know for a fact that we both have priorities and duties to do but at least I know for my self I'm doing the best I can to have time with you because I love you so much... But I think you can't do that to me... But, I'm still holding on to the fact that you love me and hope you'll realize my importance... I did my part and all that I can only do is hope...
Posted at 10:43 am by HeavensWrath
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Episode 7: About Call Center Agents, Dollar Lingo and Attitude Problems
I can't help to observe these call center agents
recently... Is it because they are call center agents
and talk the dollar lingo gives them the right to act
and talk big and look down on other people...?
First of all... to all people who will read this, I have
nothing against call center agents in fact, I knew a
few people in the field who are nice and some of
them are a good friend of mine... It's just that I'm
pissed off to some agents who has attitude
problems who talk and act big towards other
people because of their "ENGLISH speaking"
skills... Like I always say to my friends; I trust
people, it's the devil inside them I don't trust... Call
center agent is a good job and there's no argument
about that. In fact, i want to try that someday after
I finish college. And to those people who will be
offended by my post, you can reply or make your
own violent post about this... I don't care so sue
me!
First of all, I know being a call center agent is not
a walk inthe park. You have to go through long
trainings and after that you have to make a bunch
of calls and letting that foreign guy in the other line
slap a good trash talking right in your face... For
the trouble you get a pretty high pay... It's a self-
financing job and there's no argument about that...
You tend to Improve your conversational english
skills and meet lots of peeps and of course... you
get promoted and you get a chance to go in classy
places... But... Does that gives you a reason to
look down on other people and mocking them by
acting and talking big as if you're saying "hey fool
I'm a call center agent and you're just a shop
peon!". Then let me tell you big stud! Your good
english skills doesn't make you superior to other
people! does a monkey became human if he can
talk english? You're still human and you should act
like one! try being humble for a change and don't
let your agent ego get in your head!
Secondly, Not all call agents graduated from
college and they are all social climers! I can count
with my fingers those agents who don't have a
college degree and made it in a call center but
they still act human and are humble to other
people. And Lastly, It's not a permanent job! They
can kick you out of there with a snap of a finger or
your wits can no longer handle a legion of rude
foreigners opening a can of whoop @ss straight in
your ear and stepping on your degrading morals
like a piece of trash so don't act as if you're future
is secured! Bottom line is... Don't act great just
because you're a call center agent and he's not...
Like my good friend who's a call center agent
always say; "Karma comes back twice" so think
about it and reflect on it... You're human just like
everyone else regardless of what job or educational
status you're in... So act like a moral, educated
human being would...
Posted at 06:06 am by HeavensWrath
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There this one time that I didn't see her for a couple of days because we were both busy reviewing for the exams. Well, I thought it would be ok but I was wrong... I just keep thinking about her even while I'm reviewing... So, I Texted her to see what she's doing but I haven't got any reply from her... For 2 days I didn't saw or hear from her... 42 hours seems like a month... That's when I realized that I can't live without her... My life's a mess without her beside me and I feel something is missing... But, does she feel the same? Maybe I'm just baing paramoid for not seeing her... But, one thing is certain... I love her so much and just thinking of her leaving me or falling out of love makes my mind shattered and my heart break... Right now I saw her again but I just feel something is different... Or maybe she's just too busy... I feel that she has no time for me anymore... or I'm just not busy... I don't know... But I really feel that we're not spending much time together... I just hope that we can brimg back the time that we're spending the whole day just being together and enjoying the love that we both share...
Posted at 05:28 am by HeavensWrath
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Wednesday, February 15, 2006
Episode 5: A Tortoise's Betrayal
She said she'd never leave...
She said she'd die without you...
She said you're the only one in her heart...
She said no one can take her away from you...
She said you're all she needs to survive...
She said no one can make her happy the way you do...
Now she's gone...
Now she's more alive than ever...
Now she has someone else in her heart...
Now she willingly is taken away...
Now she has soneone that keeps her survive...
Now someone is making her feel the happiest girl alive...
I should've noticed...
I should've discovered...
She's too good to be true...
I should've listened to then...
When they said...
"Tortoise can fake thier tears..."
Posted at 08:45 pm by HeavensWrath
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I want her to be happy...
I did everything to make her feel that...
But does it have to be this way?
Why does it have to be my happiness is the price of her happiness?
Am I that worthless?
Or was it just not meant to be?
But how could it be...
We were so perfect...
Too perfect...
Maybe its God's another bad joke...
A bad joke yet has a deep meaning...
I don't deserve anyone...
A tool used to make other people happy...
A tool not deserved to be happy...
Not to be loved seriously...
Though I keep rejecting the idea...
But reality's had a good and nasty way of proving that you're wrong...
Maybt destiny is too strong to be stopped...
Maybe I'm just really is a tool...
Posted at 07:47 pm by HeavensWrath
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Wednesday, September 28, 2005
Episode 3: Mentally Mutilated
I feel lost... I feel shapeless... void...
Why do I exist in the first place...
Do I exist just to me tormented like this...
I'm not like this before...
But, people around me made me to be this... monster...
Before I have lots of goals... love... purpose...
But, all I have now is failure... hate... emptyness...
The feeling of not being wanted... without purpose...
Not existing in the eyes of other people...
If I can have one wish... I want to die...
Besides... one person's death would mean nothing...
I'm just one person... and a worthless one...
A death of a worthless man can't make a change...
So let me be oh sweet God...
Let me Die...
Posted at 04:51 pm by HeavensWrath
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Monday, April 18, 2005
Episode 2: Hinanakit ng Bakasyonista
Magdamag nakatambay ang bagal ng gabi…
Walang ginagawa kundi mag-isip ng mga bagay-bagay…
Tanging kasama lang ay isang baso ng halo-halo at mga upos ng sigarilyo…
Papasok na sana ako sa bahay pero rinig ko na ang igay at gulo ng mga kasama ko sa bahay…
Kaya sabi ko "di bale nalang…"
Binalak ko rin maki-tambay sa labas ng gate kasama ang mga "tunay" kong kaibigan pero di ko rin kinaya kasi obrang "bait" nila… sana kunin na sila ni lord…
Napatigil tuloy ako sa isang tabi at naisip ko lahat ng mga naiwan ko…
Sumasayad na tuloy sa utak kong umalis nalang dito at bumalik sa lugar na iniwan ko…
Pansin ko kasi na mas ok pa dun kasi "totoo" ang mga tao doon kaysa dito at di hamak naman na… ewan… wag na nga lang at baka hindi ko pa mapigilan sarili ko at makapag bitaw pa ako ng di-magandang salita bangungutin pa ako mamaya mahirap na…
Hay buhay…
Ewan ko ba at pinagtritripan ako ng tadhana…
Pakiramdam ko ako na ang pinaka malas na tao sa mundo…
Pero, alam ko na hindi habangbuhay tong kamalasan na nararanasan ko ngayon…
Maraming mga rason kung bakit nangyayari saken 'to…
Balang araw, pag naayos ko na lahat sisiguraduhin kong hinding-hindi na 'ko mamalasin… sana…
Posted at 03:59 pm by HeavensWrath
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Episode 1: The Weakness of the Heart
She means a lot to you... But for her you're just a trash...
For you, she's the only girl... For her, you're just another guy...
You can do anything just for her... She doesn't bother doing anything for you...
Tears fall from you when she falls... Smile sparkles from her when you fall...
She's special to you... You're nobody to her...
She is your only inspiration... He is her only inspiration...
You are there when she needed you... She's gone when you needed her...
You are nervous to confess to her... She's confident to dump you after you confess...
You're ready to die just for her... For her, "So what if he die!?!"...
She's the only reason why you can sacrifice anything just to be with her...
You're the only reason why she can sacrifice anything just to get away from you...
Sometimes I can't help myself to ask why...
Am I just destined not to be loved?
Now, I'm forcing myself not to love...
Although I'm going to get hurt in the process its better like this...
It's better to not love anyone and be happy rather than loving someone but doesn't love you back...
I'm so tired...
I want to end my agony now...
So I'm leaving all hope that I have behind...
Let the shadow of loneliness cover me...
And let my heart sleep in the depths of emptyness...
Posted at 03:28 pm by HeavensWrath
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